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I Haven't Been in Love in a Long Time

by Rob Patterson      (an earlier attempt: Click Here)

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 Some singers go through a 'whining stage...'
MUSICAL NOTE: These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works: Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).


I didn’t think I was lonely,

Ah, but my dreams showed me I was wrong.

A woman in my sleep told me,

The real reason I write such songs.


I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,
 
(Ah, yes you're hungry . . .)
I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,
 
(Ah, yes you're hungry . . .)
I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,
 
(Ah, yes you're hungry . . .)
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever know another love again.


I never understood you.

I only pretended to . . .

I know I could have told you.

Although I didn’t I intended to.
 

I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,

I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,

I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever know another love again.  


Looking for someone to share time with me
    I often grow attached too easily
            Stare in the mirror I wonder what I see
    I don’t know . . .
But I know that

   
    I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,

         I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,

               I haven’t been in love with anybody in a long time,

                      Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever know another love again.
 

I Don't Know   

by Rob Patterson
        AudioTrack: Click Here

MUSICAL NOTE: These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works: Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).


I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know
 

And if you ask me

How I feel I’d say

I don’t know
 

And if you’d ask me

If I’m here to stay

I’d say, “I don’t know”.

 

I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know

I don’t know
 

And if you’d ask me how I feel today

I’d say, I don’t know

And if you’d ask me

Is she here to stay

I’d say, “I don’t know
 

Something Different is Happening to Me

by Rob Patterson
      AudioTrack: Click Here

MUSICAL NOTE: These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works: Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).


Something different is happening to me

Something different believe me.

 

Something different is happening to me

Something different happening

I love you

I know that

I do
 

Have you heard the voices that I hear?

Choices you’re still near to me

Something very misty in the air…

Around you’ll notice that I’m always there
 

Something different is happening to me

Something different … happening


Only a Fool   AudioTrack: Click Here

by Rob Patterson


MUSICAL NOTE: These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works: Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).


Only a fool would have said, 'No' to you.

When I said 'No' I didn’t know

Or did I know what it was that I was doing

Caught up in the past

 

The aftertaste from the last one

Was no fun for the next one (to come along)

Too bad it had to be you

 

Only a fool

Would have said no

Only a fool

Would have said no

Only a fool

Would have said no

Only a fool

Would have said no
 

Only a fool

Would have said no to you

When I said no I didn’t know

Or did I know
 

The aftertaste from the last one

Was no fun for the next one (to come along)

Too bad it had to be you
 


Wake Up Slowly   AudioTrack: Click Here

by Rob Patterson


MUSICAL NOTE:
These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).



Wake up slowly let the film keep rolling

Visions still unfolding in your mind

I was happy dancing on the ceiling

Never missed the feelings left behind

 

On the wind

I’m floating

Why I don’t need to know

 

I have been believing in the stories I’ve been told

 

Deep within

My mind I’ve been alone

Alone

Alone

Alone

 

 

Wake up slowly let the film keep rolling

Visions still unfolding in your mind

Finders keepers love will find believers

Keep in mind

 

On the wind

You’re floating in

Why, do you even know?

Have you been believing in the stories you’ve been told

 

Deep within you’ve never been alone

Alone

Alone

Alone



I'm Feeling in Love Again   AudioTrack: Click Here

by Rob Patterson

MUSICAL NOTE: These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).



I feel--I’m feeling in love again

It’s real--It’s really the best that it’s every been

Oh, its been such a long time

Was so lonely but now I'm

In love

And I’m loving the thought that it’ll never end

Oh, my love, I'm sure hoping that

The song we sing will always blend

I wanted to hold you

Yeah, I wanted to show you

I'm glad I finally told you the way I feel

  

The song is in the air

The tunes already sung by many

People everywhere are disenchanted with the repetition

(repeat the rhythm of their past)

Note: Why I never finished this song...
When it came to this bridge, I offered to let Cherie help write the part...
but I didn't like what she was offering....'Why does love always get so boring?' she asked.

Boring?! (I asked)

What the problem here?

(Why keep losing ‘stead of winning?

When at the beginning….)

They want their love to last

There’s something that needs to change

Concealed … be so strange

 … love you


There is a Reason          
  Romans 8:28
  by Rob Patterson                 
 
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     or click Here for an instrumental version

MUSICAL NOTE:
These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).



There is a reason, I know, 'cause all things work together.

There is a reason, I know, 'cause all things work for the good.


There is a reason, I know, 'cause all things work together.

There is a reason, I know, 'cause all things work for the good.


1. And if I don't find

       what's there all the time,

                 I'm not gonna find what I'm after.
   
    I've been waiting to see

                  somebody--beside me--searching.

There is a reason, I know, 'cause all things work together.

There is a reason, I know, 'cause all things work for the good.


2. If I live my life right,

          If I walk in the light,
   
                 Then, I'll answer to call to His Purpose.

    Light comes from somewhere above confirming the love we're made of.


The Word is Love           Audio Track: Click Here
 
 by Rob Patterson
 
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MUSICAL NOTE:
These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).

"The Word is Love" --I've heard that word so many times in my life,
       "Your Word is mine...", I've heard myself--at night--singing to You.
                  The Word is True and since the Truth can set us free . . . I see . . .


        O Lord, I feel Your Love and I'm healed.

Sometimes I've prayed for things I don't need
        though I kept on calling in Your Name.
There's been times I've laid in bed all day waiting for dreams to come true.
        So much has changed and for the first time I can see . . . I'm free . . .

        O Lord, I feel Your Love and I've healed.

So many answers to one question with unnecessary explanations.
     I need more self-deprivation I have learned.


       O Lord, I feel Your Love and I'm healed.

"The Word is Love" --I've heard that word so many times in my life,
       "Your Word is mine...", I've heard myself--at night--singing to You.
                  The Word is True and since the Truth can set us free . . . I see . . .

 
O Lord, I feel Your Love and I'm healed.

           I'll strive to give my life to live.

Your Answers to my questions necessitate no explanation.
                      I've received my confirmation. I believe.


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Jesus!           Audio Track: Click Here
 
by Rob Patterson

MUSICAL NOTE:
These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).


Jesus, Sometimes the world keeps me from smiling.
Jesus, Sometimes my tongue works to defile me.
Jesus, Sometimes my burdens seems so heavy.
Jesus, It's times like those Your Word reminds me to

         "Sing unto the Lord a New Song."

I love You, Lord.   Love You, Lord.
         I love You, Lord.   Love You, Lord.

And when I'm not feelin' right, there's no one to blame but me.
I should be feeling Your Light, I should be feelin' it constantly.

I love You, Lord.   Love You, Lord.
         I love You, Lord.   Love You, Lord.

And if I'm not feelin' right, there's no one to blame but me.

I should be feeling Your Light....
          I should feel Your Light....


I love You, Lord.   Love You, Lord.
         I love You, Lord.   Love You, Lord.

And if I'm not feelin' right, there's no one to blame but me.

(this is followed by my sister's song: Father...
(my sister, Barb)
                             then, Cherie and I with a first recording of
It Goes as It Comes)
 


I Don't Know What I Would Do Without You           Audio Track: Click Here
 
by Rob Patterson

MUSICAL NOTE:
These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).


I don't know what I would do without you ...

I thought I knew what she was going to say.
I felt I knew that I should never say,

"I don't know what I would do without you, no..."
             I don't know what I would do without you, no.



Speak Up         Audio Track: Click Here
 
by Rob Patterson

MUSICAL NOTE:
These early song ideas were never recorded professionally or previously published.
I publish them today only as a means of organizing my archives.
If you don't like them, don't bother listening to them, OK?
There are many 'finished' works:  Click here (audio and lyrics are in the right column).

I like this song start. I think I had decided that it should call us to:

    
"Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves."

 

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